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See You In November EP

by Beth O'Reilly

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1.
Today 02:02
today i woke up with a smile on my face it’s the first time i’ve done that since you walked away and i am learning slowly i don’t need you to complete myself today i woke up with a song in my head thought i better write that down before i forget again and i hope you see this and know i’m doing okay please, don’t worry about me please, save your tears please try and forget about me though i’ll remember you for years and years and years today i woke up at a normal person hour i did normal people things like brush my teeth and take a shower and i’m falling back into the patterns i used to have but when i wake up you’re in all of my thoughts don't know how long it’ll be until i’m back to who i was but please don’t feel guilty you know i hate it when you're sad
2.
i always said you smelled of warmth so when the sun shines i stay inside, cover my eyes and try to pretend i don’t miss you i’ve never been a very good actress if i could cry on cue there would be so many tears for you, but I think i’m dehydrated my body isn’t my body, it’s a comparative piece. it’s a never ending study on why she was better than me and i can’t believe you didn’t spare me a second thought the hardest part is knowing that you’re fine the hardest part was your walk away while crying the hardest part is i don’t know if you’re fine but i’m not allowed to ask you said the right thing is the hardest i need to know why wasn’t it the hardest on you and only on me because i feel permanently broken and the songs i hated but the songs you loved have become anthems for my torture when you’re all i’m thinking of the ink on this page might as well be blood because this song is my heart ripped out for you my love the hardest part is knowing that you’re fine the hardest part was you walking away and crying the hardest part is i presume you’re fine but i’m not allowed to ask why do colours remind me of you? the green of your room, the red of your name, the dirty black i left make up stained, the yellow of the stars that never shone for me anyway the hardest part was breaking down the hardest part is the fact you’re not around the hardest part is when i can’t stop crying the hardest part is when i feel like dying the hardest part is i need you by my side the hardest part is i thought you were mine i thought you were mine
3.
we take our last breath no one around to hear it i’m searching for someone but it’s deserted lying where you left me too afraid to even breathe i thought we had a bit longer didn’t they say love was meant to be stronger i thought we ended too quickly but you couldn’t wait to get rid of me i was a fool to fall for you they all told me what you’d do and who’s the lost one now who’s the lost one now i was a fool to fall for you they told me exactly what you’d do but who’s the lost one now i’m not looking to be found you said it to my face now there’s nothing to erase the stupid dreams i get at night because every time i see you saying “this isn’t what i want to do but we both know that it’s right” so tear up the maps i’m not coming back every time i see you i crack so rip up those maps
4.
Vignette 04:03
i've been doing this for so long can't quite get the hang of it but my feelings for you are too strong i just can't get used to it i swear the stars have aligned i know they say that in all the movies but i mean it this time what have you done to me? i swear i'm a mess but whatever you do to me you bring out the best 'cause i don't wanna leave i don't wanna go i don't wanna think about the future no more i was a girl who lived inside my head you brought me out of it i don't need the past no not anymore i don't wanna think 'bout what the world's got in store for me it blurs round the edges cause you are my focus and we are a vignette baby you know how i feel for you even if i can't say it this love and the fear you wont reciprocate it i'm trying harder everyday so thanks for not just throwing me away yeah what do you see in me? i swear i'm a mess but whatever you need from me i'll try my best
5.
i could promise you the world but i don’t think you’d believe me i could give you everything inside my memory box i could offer you my heart but it isn’t mine to give you you’ve already got it under lock i could show you the sights of the village i grew up in but you’d be unimpressed because you’ve seen it all and i will do my best to try and woo you but there’s nothing i could do to make you fall so i’ll (i’ll) just (just) drink one too many and i’ll (i’ll) just (just) collapse at your feet and i’ll (i’ll) tell (you) that i still love you this is my final sign of defeat i could tell you the truth is i never want to see you and i could change my mind the very next day and i could go to your house the next time i feel like dying put you’d probably tell me to go away so i’ll (i’ll) just (just) drink one too many and i’ll (i’ll) just (just) collapse at your feet and i’ll (i’ll) tell (you) that i still love you this is my final sign of defeat please please answer your phone 'cause i can't spend this night alone please please pick up the phone you used to read me poetry, remember? please please answer your phone 'cause i can't bear this night alone please please pick up the phone i guess i'll see you in november so i’ll (i’ll) just (just) drink one too many and i’ll (i’ll) just (just) collapse at your feet and i’ll (i’ll) tell (you) that i still love you this is my final sign of defeat
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The Fog Song 03:36

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irish queer singersongwriter who is in a permanent state of chaos

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